fuck it.
I failed me. I failed you, maybe. You might not even be reading this. I wonder, who if is ? It doesn't matter.
I broke my promise and here I am back to square one and with what seems like fewer meaningful connections than before but at least I can say that im no longer on happy pills and have been standing on my own comfortably since I stopped. Granted, theres a huge reason why that is but having to choose between another 3 months of waiting while going through mental shocks or to get it over with in just a few weeks.. after the side effects were already getting on my nerves and posing a potential threat to my safety im glad that I did what I did.
Im not going to lie, Im too tilted to really talk right now. Im going to leave a picture I generated and call it a night.
